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Where did my consent even begin and where would it ever wind up?

grapple everyday and often in the night with the shame and the trauma of having accepted Ted’s agenda and Ted’s bullying.

Mostly, when I talk to others, they ask me why I stayed?

They don’t seem to wonder if abuse became a comfortable posture or if I was posturing to stay comfortable in spite of the abuse?